
Oh my Greg Peck. These words, darlings, these words! These words make my eyes well up and my heart break.

"And I kept expecting him back. Especially at nights. I kept waking up thinking: Why's he not in bed with me! - It was as if my feelings wouldn't believe he'd gone. I just felt he'd have to come back and lie against me, so I could feel him with me. That was all I wanted, to feel him there with me, warm. And it took me a thousand shocks before I knew he wouldn't come back, it took me years...
I've never got over it to this day, and I never shall. And if there's a heaven above, he'll be there, and will lie up against me, so I can sleep."
-D. H. Lawrence
-D. H. Lawrence

For eleven years I have regretted it,
regretted that I did not do what
I wanted to do as I sat there those
four hours watching her die. I wanted
to crawl in among the machinery
and hold her in my arms, knowing
the elementary, leftover bit of her
mind would dimly recognize it was me
carrying her to where she was going.
-Jack Gilbert
-Jack Gilbert

Love, lost love letters and words washed away on messages in bottles xxx
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