I don't think I'm gonna go to LA any more
I don’t know what its like to land, and not race to your door
I don't think I'm gonna go to LA any more
I don't think I'm gonna go to LA any more
I’m not sure that I really ever could
Hold on to your hotel key in your bedroom neighbourhood
Be sleepwalking in Hollywood
I’m gonna steer clear
Burn up in your atmosphere
I’m gonna steer clear
Cause I’d die if I saw you, die if I didn't see you there
So I don’t think I’m gonna go to L.A. any more
I don't think I'm gonna go to LA any more
Get lost on the boulevard at night
Without your voice to tell me 'I love you, take a ride,'
The ten and the two is the lonely side
Think I’m gonna stay, gonna stay in the grey
I think I’m gonna stay
All the streetlights say never mind, never mind
And the canyon lines say never mind
Sunset says we see this all the time
Never mind, never you mind...
Wherever I go
Whatever I do
I wonder where I am in my relationship to you
Wherever you go
Wherever you are
I watch your life play out in pictures from afar...
-Heartbreaking:-
"You forgave me in a dream the other night. The more you told me it was alright, the worse I felt. I know that you were only doing it because you knew I couldn’t possibly hurt you more than I already had. I could see what forgiving me was doing to you. I know that you think I’m too stupid to figure it all out. When you forgave me, you knew that it was finally over. The pain would leave me, I would forget you and you would never see me again except in a dream. It is sad that the things that we saw in each other are no longer there. It is a shame that we tore each other apart looking for things that we needed desperately but could never find. It is tragic that we only wanted to give each other but only stole from ourselves and blamed each other for the emptiness in our lives. I see you differently now. I no longer fear you. It took years to see you for what you really are."
-Henry Rollins
-Henry Rollins
Love, Ben & Jerry's ice cream and new John Mayer albums xxx




1 comment:
I am worlds away and we've never met... Your post is beautiful and sad. I hope you aren't sad tonight. Xxo
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